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  Table of Contents

  Title Page

  Copyright Page

  Dedication

  Introduction

  Part One - Pine Forests and Pure Thought 1936—1940

  from Background

  Repulsion May Race Here in Exhibition Feature!! Mighty Kerouac Gelding Would ...

  from Football Novella

  Jack Lewis’s Baseball Chatter

  [One Long Strange Dream]

  Count Basie’s Band Best in Land; Group Famous for “Solid” Swing

  Go Back

  Nothing

  A Play I Want to Write

  Concentration

  We Thronged

  [A Day in September]

  [I Know I Am August]

  Radio Script: The Spirit of ‘14

  [I Remember the Days of My Youth]

  from Raw Rookie Nerves

  Where the Road Begins

  New York Nite Club—

  Part Two - An Original Kicker 1941

  from Background

  There’s Something About a Cigar

  God

  If I Were Wealthy

  [One Sunday Afternoon in July]

  The Birth of a Socialist

  No Connection: A Novel That I Don’t Intend to Finish

  On the Porch, Remembering

  The Sandbank Sage

  Farewell Song, Sweet from My Trees

  [I Have to Pull Up My Stakes and Roll, Man]

  Odyssey (Continued)

  [At 18, I Suddenly Discovered the Delight of Rebellion]

  Observations

  Definition of a Poet

  America in the Night

  Woman Going to Hartford

  Old Love-Light

  I Tell You It Is October!

  [Here I Am at Last with a Typewriter]

  [Atop an Underwood: Introduction]

  The Good Jobs

  From Radio City to the Crown

  ... The Little Cottage by the Sea . . . .

  The Juke-Box Is Saving America

  ... Hartford After Work . . . .

  ... Legends and Legends . . . .

  . . . A Kerouac That Turned Out Sublime . . . .

  The Father of My Father

  Credo

  ... Hungry Young Writer’s Notebook . . . .

  A Young Writer’s Notebook

  [I Am Going to Stress a New Set of Values]

  [I Am My Mother’s Son]

  [Howdy!]

  Today

  This I Do Know—

  Search by Night

  Part Three - To Portray Life Accurately 1942–1943

  from Background

  Sadness at Six

  The Joy of Duluoz

  Famine for the Heart

  [The Very Thing I Live For]

  The Mystery

  Thinking of Thomas Wolfe on a Winter’s Night

  from The Sea Is My Brother (Merchant Mariner)

  Beauty as a Lasting Truth

  My Generation, My World

  The Wound of Living

  Wounded in Action

  The Romanticist

  The Boy from Philadelphia

  The Two Americans

  Acknowledgements

  FOR THE BEST IN PAPERBACKS, LOOK FOR THE

  Praise for Atop an Underwood:

  Early Stories and Other Writings by Jack Kerouac

  “Kerouac’s fans will be delighted with Atop an Underwood ... this is as broad a feast as any aficionado could hope for... what startles is how good Kid Kerouac was and how early he defined his themes . . . the beauty of Marion’s editorial contribution is that Atop an Underwood works as well for new readers of Kerouac as for knowledgeable devotees.”

  —St. Petersburg Times

  “Offers a wonderful glimpse into the author’s formative years. Editor Marion includes notes that illuminate certain sections without intrusion.”

  —Boston Herald

  “Fascinating to Kerouac scholars and surprisingly accessible to the novice reader . . . provides a poignant picture of a life brimming with promise.”

  —The Boston Globe

  “This is a Jack Kerouac developing his skills, awaiting his muse . . . there are flashes of brilliance, hints of things to come, passages to be underlined and read aloud to friends. Marion’s introductions are brief and to the point, intelligent and unpretentious.”

  —The Cleveland Plain Dealer

  “It’s good to dip into the early writings and see the confident, hopeful Jack Kerouac who was the source of his own dreams.”

  —The Philadelphia Inquirer

  “Marion has assembled a collection of Kerouac’s early work that is fascinating in what it reveals about his early interests and his early methods ... Keroauc’s intense desire to be a writer hit him early and stayed with him his entire life. This passion colors all of this early stuff . . . And his themes are all here: America, travel, jazz, the delicate presence of death ... the passion Kerouac brought to all of his writing is here.

  —The American Book Review

  “It should come as no surprise that Kerouac’s salient literary features—his Whitmanesque appetite for both experience and electrifying description, his love of motion and music, and his persistent autobiographical streak—are already present in his youthful work.” —ALA Booklist

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  ATOP AN UNDERWOOD

  Paul Marion was born in Lowell, Massachusetts, in 1954. He is a graduate of the University of Massachusetts Lowell and has published several collections of poetry. His most recent book is French Class: French Canadian-American Writings on Identity, Culture and Place, of which he is the editor and a contributor. He lives in Lowell with his wife and son.

  ALSO BY JACK KEROUAC

  The Town and the City

  On the Road

  The Subterraneans

  The Dharma Bums

  Doctor Sax: Faust Part Three

  Maggie Cassidy

  Mexico City Blues

  The Scripture of the Golden Eternity

  Tristessa

  Lonesome Traveler

  Book of Dreams

  Pull My Daisy

  Big Sur

  Visions of Gerard

  Desolation Angels

  Satori in Paris

  Vanity of Duluoz: An

  Adventurous Education, 1935—46

  Scattered Poems

  Pic

  Visions of Cody

  Heaven & Other Poems

  Pomes All Sizes

  Good Blonde & Others

  Old Angel Midnight

  The Portable Jack Kerouac

  Selected Letters: 1940—1956

  Book of Blues

  Some of the Dharma

  Selected Letters: 1957—1969

  Orpheus Emerged

  Book of Haikus

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  Introduction and commentary copyright © Paul Marion, 1999

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  “Count Basie’s Band Best in Land; Group Famous for ‘Solid’ Swing”

  first appeared in The Horace Mann Record, February 16, 1940.

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  To young writers everywhere

  As I am, so I see.

  —Ralph Waldo Emerson

  Are you he who would assume a place to teach or be a poet here in

  the States? The place is august, the terms obdurate.

  —Walt Whitman

  Always considered writing my duty on earth.

  —Jack Kerouac

  Introduction

  When Jack Kerouac burst on to the American scene in 1957 with his Roman candle book On the Road, he had been a writer for more than twenty years. He later defined what it means to be a born writer: “When the question is therefore asked, ‘Are writers made or born?’ one should first ask, ‘Do you mean writers with talent or writers with originality?’ Because anybody can write, but not everybody invents new forms of writing.” The clarification was rooted in his understanding of the word genius as meaning “to beget.” Along with creating more than twenty books, Kerouac knew he had invented a new way of writing, fusing local talk, blown jazz, a scribe’s eye, relentless self-examination, the grammar of dreams, memory glee, and gloominess about our short lives.

  For someone who felt he was born to write, Kerouac spent his youth “busy being born.” And so this is Jack Kerouac’s book about becoming a writer and an artist. Unlike Some of the Dharma, Book of Blues, and other books of his published since he died in 1969, Kerouac had not prepared the manuscript of Atop an Underwood: Early Stories and Other Writings. He did, however, leave an enormous cache of writings in carefully organized files, the source of this book and others to come. His papers are an extraordinary record of an artist’s development.

  Atop an Underwood: Early Stories and Other Writings takes its title from a book of stories Kerouac imagined publishing in 1941. Readers of Kerouac’s novel Vanity of Duluoz: An Adventurous Education, 1935—46, will recognize the title because he brings it into his story about Jack Duluoz growing up in America. After working all day in a gas station in Hartford, Connecticut, Duluoz would head back to his digs: “I was happy in my room at night writing ‘Atop an Underwood,’ stories in the Saroyan-Hemingway-Wolfe style as best as I could figure it at age nineteen.” Kerouac’s readers have long wondered about the real stories written in Hartford in the fall of 1941. Do they exist?

  Kerouac’s proposed introduction for Atop an Underwood describes the book as a sixty-story collection. One handwritten table of contents for Atop includes twenty-five story titles, and another list has six. From the same period Kerouac left two other lists. “Stories for Blame It on the Heart” numbers forty-two titles, some of which overlap the original Atop contents, and “Stories” has forty-eight titles, repeating a few of those on the Atop list. An inspection of the author’s papers showed that only fifteen of the stories exist; the surviving ones of that period would have made a short collection.

  In an essay entitled “Au Revoir à l’Art,” written in November 1944, Kerouac assessed his writing output since 1939: “Poems, stories, essays, aphorisms, journals, and nine unfinished novels. That is the record—600,000 words, all in the service of art—in five years.” Interviewed by Barry Gifford and Lawrence Lee for Jack’s Book: An Oral Biography of Jack Kerouac, writer William Burroughs recalled meeting Kerouac in mid-1944: “Jack was quite young at the time. He’d done an awful lot of writing. He’d written about a million words, he said.” About eighty thousand of those words are published here for the first time.

  This book includes the Hartford stories and then some, looking backward to Kerouac’s earliest efforts in Lowell, Massachusetts, and past the Hartford period to work he was doing through his twenty-first year—just before he encountered the writer friends with whom he was to make history. The writings include stories, excerpts from novels, poems, essays, sketches, plays, and other work from 1936 to 1943. The contents vary more than the other published collections of Kerouac writings, Lonesome Traveler and Good Blonde & Others.

  It is startling to see how early Kerouac began writing about America, adventurous travel, spiritual questing, work, family, and sports, to name a few subjects that occupied him. From the start Kerouac’s writings usually centered on his experience. He wrote a novel when he was eleven, a lost manuscript he referred to in Visions of Cody as “Mike Explores the Merrimack.” Biographer Tom Clark comments on the early “Merrimack” novel: “The same basic story of a tantalizing power that removes one from humdrum existence and takes one on a remarkable voyage can be found underlying almost everything Kerouac wrote for the next 18 years, up to and including the best known of all these fantasies of life, On the Road.” An impressive work that survived is the football novella he wrote at sixteen, which opens with a wayward college athlete walking along a railroad track in the American heartland.

  As self-deprecating as he was about some of his early writing (dismissing, for example, the stories written in the fall of 1941) Kerouac was proud enough to say the work was “a great little beginning effort.” From the résumélike autobiography that kicks off Lonesome Traveler to his memory-laden author’s note in the anthology The New American Poetry, he recorded his first steps as a writer.

  In 1943 Kerouac identified his major artistic project: “Long concentration on all the fundamental influences of your life will net a chronological series of events that will be open to use as a novel—for a novel should have a sort of developing continuity, if nothing else. [...] [Please see note on editor’s ellipses on page xxi.] Your life and every other life is stuff for great novels, providing the treatment is good.” By 1951 he had refined the concept: “On the Road is the first, as the French Canadian novel will be the second in a series of connected novels revolving around a central plan that eventually will be my life work, a structure of types of people and destinies belonging to this generation and referable to one another in one immense circle of acquaintances.”

  In a notebook kept when he was barely twelve, Kerouac lists writing as one of his talents, along with cartooning and billiards, and reading as his hobby. Whether handling metal type in his father’s print-shop or soaking up stories told by his mother and aunt on long walks, he was hooked on words. On those walks he heard his family’s Franco-American or “Canadian French” language, a malleable form of talk with creative blends, rapid musical sounds, and lively inventions. In his 1941 story “The Father of My Father,” Kerouac describes it as “one of the most languagey languages in the world. It is unwritten; it is the language of the tongue, and not of the pen. It grew from the lives of the French people come to America. It is a terrific, a huge language.”

  Kerouac’s friends describe him as an imaginative and restless kid, though quiet and mild-mannered too. He was a sta
nd-out athlete on local fields and a talker on night porches. Kid Kerouac saw adventure everywhere. He was brave enough to scale Lowell’s iron bridges. Jack entertained his friends with stories, mimicked radio characters, and improvised roles. He was as proud of his chess victories as he was of his sports heroics. He is also remembered as a keen observer and an intent listener.

  By his early-teenage years Kerouac was writing and designing at-home sports newspapers. His reading expanded from French versions of the Catholic catechism and the Bible, Rebecca of Sunny-brook Farm, and serial magazines like The Shadow to, by the time he was seventeen, Jack London’s adventure novels. He moved on to Walt Whitman’s poems, the writings of Henry David Thoreau, and stories by Ernest Hemingway, William Saroyan, and another 1930s luminary, Albert Halper of Chicago and New York City.

  A prolific author of the Hemingway—Thomas Wolfe generation, Halper produced a dozen books about people of his day—urban, ethnic, working people. This book reveals for the first time the crucial impact of Halper’s potent writing on Kerouac. In particular, Halper’s story of a young writer who wants to write “a big raw slangy piece of work” and who feels “a locomotive in [his] chest” resonated deeply with Kerouac.

  In a poem written when he was eighteen, Kerouac described how he would “nibble at some sweet Saroyan” for dessert when he fed his head with books. He and his friends were also impressed by the dramatic products of the polymath Orson Welles. Young Kerouac once listed Wolfe, James Joyce, and Welles as the “Greatest Modern Poets.” His writing voice gained definition when he absorbed the sounds, rhythms, and visions of Wolfe, Joyce, Herman Melville, and Fyodor Dostoevsky. He praised Wolfe and Joyce for their “deeply religious feeling for beauty” expressed in artful writings that surpassed the makings of a poet. Together with a poetic prose, the hyperlocal detail, urban texture, self-focus, and “cosmic regionalism” (in the words of scholar Harry Levin) of Joyce excited young Kerouac. A 1942 novel set in Lowell (titled The Vanity of Duluoz) had the markings of Joyce’s “Stephen Hero,” an early version of A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man. Shakespeare, Homer, and Tolstoy ranked high on Kerouac’s lengthy reading list. He made notes to “delve into Chinese and Hindu thought,” along with Celtic and Breton folklore. In his early twenties he veered toward Arthur Rimbaud, William Blake, and Goethe, going so far as to burn some pages of his writing to prove his artistic fire. He broke through to his own style in his late twenties, with a spontaneous prose form that flowed from jazz method, new ideas about word sketching, and creative interplay with friends like Neal Cassady, Allen Ginsberg, and Burroughs.